He said he lost the meaning of living. Me too. Why and what I am doing here? I no longer know. I know I still have my parents and my daughter to take care of. But then what? I used to have goals, dreams, future. Now what left? Yes. I made a horrible mistake. Yes. I do not know who I am anymore. 

All the words he said to me are like knives aiming at my heart. I deserve every bit of it. Yes. I do not even know how to face myself anymore. 

I do not have choices any more. Maybe I never did. How do I amend a broken heart and will you ever love me again? 

i cannot sleep. There are too many things floating on my mind. I cannot forgive myself and I and feeling hopeless and powerless.

DO not think too hard for answers. It will come to you when the time is right.  

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